Thoughts Out Of Season

I haven't slept in two days agonizing over what happened to my former friend. I didn't want to write this post feeling I didn't want to seem to profit in any way off this tragedy. But I've been reading rubber stamp comments, jokes and other stuff about Dr.Bonnano so I thought maybe I could put the human behind the story in a bit of a more human nature. In 2001 I became a Physician Assistant at a prestigious NY hospital. My first job was working the surgery department. Big mistake! Surgeons as a group are some of the most narcissistic assholes on Earth (the men. The female surgeons were wonderful with great patience especially with a brand new PA). Every day was a terrifying experience. Not only did it suck working with these guys in the regular environment but being locked up for 4-8 hours in an operating room with one of these assholes was like an eternity in Hell, getting screamed at because I didn't know as much as he knew in his 20 years of practice, belitt...

I Been reading the story of the escapedes of of this guy Jeffery Epstein published by vox.com  and I'm flabbergasted by what this guy got away with all these years. I'll paraphrase one part of it in satire because to literally explain it makes me hear voices and see things that are not there: In 2007 the FBI prepared a 53 page indictment for Epstien which could have put him away for life. Prosecuting the case would be Alexander Acosta the US Attorney for Miami at the time. One day Acosta and Epstein were using two adjoining stalls at the Federal Courthouse in Miami when Epstein reached over and grabbed Acosta testicals and whispered " Here's how it's gonna go". Squeezing harder he continued "life? Your mother will get life before I get life!!. What your going to do is give me max 13 years, I like that number, and not in some shithole prison either but that new wing of the county jail that overlooks the girls school across the street" he cont...

I mean maybe she was misinterpreted, was afraid of being in Chicago herself or mi!d!y intoxicated but to her it's not the gangsters shooting up Chicago, it's the nights of the week: Mayor Lori Lightfoot says the big problem is Saturday night into Sunday morning, when most of the weekend shooting victims are injured. Speaking on wgntv.com So I have an idea. Lets just get rid of the weekends Right see no weekends, no Saturday night especially and bingo! Shootings solved. I know sounds ridiculous but it's about the only damn thing coming out of there to solve this crisis. And don't think about the gangsters, really. They can all go into one big warehouse and shoot the Hell out of each other. Think about the great, great majority of those hard working parents trying everyday to make a living, bring up decent children while struggling to keep them alive. Try focusing on them. My God! Americans being shot like clay ducks in one of the largest city in the country.

Well looks like another one of those normal Chicago weekends with more bullets flying than there was in the Korean War. According to Breaking911.com 40 people were shot leaving 3 people dead in the city that has now made Al Capone a laughing stock of the local gangsters for his hesitancy to use violence back in the 1920's. This is every weekend that 20+ Americans are being shot in one our largest and most famous cities. And no one seems to give a damn except the majority of good people there who find ducking and running, many times with their children wrapped in their arms a daily occurrence. God's sake did the political apparatus in Chicago send out word " shoot anyone you want but not not us".? For God's sake politicians do something! The good people of Chicago should not have to lay under siege every damned night with overtime on the weekends! DO SOMETHING!

Jeffery Epstein, international financier and pimp to the mighty and wealthy hung himself in his cell yesterday morning. The thing is the guy was apparently under suicide watch until 11 days ago when he was unsuccessful in a suicide attempt then. Now the conspiracy stuff starts. He was supposed to be scheduled every 2 hours. That day thousands of really sensational accounts of his wrong doings that would make a dog gag were to be made public. Now would prison officials think " hey this jammin' stuff is coming out that's gonna make this guy look like the tutor of Marques De Sade. Let's give him an extra peak once in a while". Prison officials higher up are gonna have some exsplaing to do. Don't let them throw this on the rank and file officers who sometimes have 20-30 inmates under their care at one time.  Conspiracy? I think someone just plain old screwed up. BTW: Hanging yourself in jail when your poor is one thing, but being a billionaire! Guy must...

When I was 15 God gave me a girlfriend straight from heaven, her name was Rosa from the Bronx. She lived on Arthur Ave. She loved me with all her heart even at that tender heart I knew. But I was stupid, young, I did not appreciate her. One day she came and sat in front of my apartment building for five hours just to speak to me. I was too chicken to face her. She finally gave up and left. But I don't know why she always, even after 40 years and three marriages held that spot inside my heart. Oh so many times I thought I would bump into her in the street but 40 years later I've never seen her again. A week following the World Trade Center attacks I happened to bump into one of her friends who told me both her and Rosa watched me being interviewed on Ch 2 ( I was one of the responders). God only knows how proud I was at that moment. What is happening now is I'm going through one of the toughest times of my life. I'm unsure if I'm going to make it. But every time I ...